The End

Things weren't like this before.
We used to get along so well.
I don't know why, but since you returned,
All you seem to give me is hell.

I haven't been entirely innocent though.
At times I sure have hurt you badly.
But that's because, dear girl,
You started using me inadvertently.

When I was around you acted like no one's around.
Yet, you called me your good friend.
It seems to me more and more now,
Your words are empty and that's your intent.

A point of no return, is where we are now.
Our friendship has fallen apart and how.
It's now only a matter of few days.
Then we each go our separate ways.

So Long, Farewell, oh cheerful one.
I know that this is surely the end.
Everything happens for a reason.
Then why is it that we were ever friends?

Interlude

I wish I could be with you forever. but I can't do it anymore.
Things are no longer the same, since you walked out the door.
I thought we had something going. I gave it my all, only in vain.
After all the fights we've had, all I am left with is pain.

Without You

Woke up in the midnight to answer your calls.

Spent hours stopping your sobs, took you to all the malls.

Called in sick at work, to get your birthday right.

When you were down, I 'd say everything will be alright.

But you always act like I don't even exist.

You keep breaking my heart, the pain still persists.

I was a fool as I was always there for you.

I've wasted a lot of my life loving you.

It's not like I've begun to hate you,

It's just that I am better off without you!

The cold shoulders you give aren't ignorable.

Yet you expect me to be emotionally available.

The signs have been there for quite sometime now.

Every time I needed you, you would raise eyebrows.

I should have known long long time ago,

The chances you care for me are next to zero.

I was a fool as I was always there for you.

I've wasted a lot of my life loving you.

It's not like I've begun to hate you,

It's just that I am better off without you!

Guilty

I can't forgive myself for where I am.

I feel like I have let our friendship down.

You trusted me with your secret (I haven't betrayed.)

You love someone else.

Yet I allowed myself to fall for you.

I can't spend a day without thinking of you.

And though I know this ain't a sin.

I feel like I've committed a crime.

Fate isn't at the moment any kind.

I know that you will never be mine, girl,

To this fate, I am resigned.

Don't worry you about me, I will be fine, girl,

'Cause time will heal this state of mind.